April 30, 2011
What to do about conflicting prophecies
April 17, 2011
Coat of Golden Mail
I stood there half-curious inside myself, not certain what the message was. The Lord asked, “What do you feel?” I don’t remember saying anything, but after He asked I was aware I felt an atmosphere of death, deadness, lifelessness.
This morning the Lord reminded me that only love leads to happiness. Without love there is no happiness. I read 1 Corinthians 13 as if it were the first time I ever read it. There was abounding life and happiness in what I read, in the heart oozing out love and not covered by gold. Not that there aren’t rich people who are very loving and generous. Just that this vision was of a man placing his trust in gold to protect himself from the world. The happiness and love I was feeling as I read 1 Corinthians 13 was like a fountain pouring up and freely out of me.
“If I give all I possess to the poor… but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” 1 Corinthians 13:3-8 (NIV)
The Lord also reminded me you can’t love money, thus be overly focused on it, and love God at the same time. Focusing too much on money, and thus loving it, causes death, lifelessness. Focusing on love yields overflowing life, the abundant life Jesus describes. If you put your trust utterly in God and follow Jesus, He will take care of your needs, which the Bible proves time and time throughout.
"No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money.” Matthew 6:24 (NIV)
Christians are in a spiritual war of Money versus Love as perhaps never before. Not until recent years has the “prosperity gospel” been taught so widely. Part of the teaching is victory in Jesus Christ means you are prospering in all areas of your life just as your soul prospers, and this includes financial wealth. We are exhorted to “sow a seed of faith” into a ministry. “Seed faith”, meaning giving specifically money and not giving of yourself through volunteering or helping those you meet, is a taught recipe for personal gain so we “reap the harvest” in the future. The flock has been fleeced by their naivety in how to handle money properly with clever, wise decisions. “So if you have not been trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who will trust you with true riches? And if you have not been trustworthy with someone else's property, who will give you property of your own?” Luke 16:11-12 (NIV) And the flock, including myself in past years, has given to wealthy ministers and churches with expensive buildings who consider it acceptable to live exceedingly richly off of Christians they teach, much like self-help gurus do.
The apostle Paul gave us his example to follow, which was to work to provide for his own needs and those who needed financial help, and not rely on those he taught to provide for him: “You yourselves know that these hands of mine have supplied my own needs and the needs of my companions. In everything I did, I showed you that by this kind of hard work we must help the weak, remembering the words the Lord Jesus himself said: 'It is more blessed to give than to receive.’” Acts 20:34-35 (NIV)
Jesus’ appeal to all His disciples was to not love money and not seek worldly riches, but rather seek the Kingdom of God and you will be sufficiently provided for, “So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.” Matthew 6:31-34 (NIV) And Jesus also taught, "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” Matt 6:19-21 (NIV)
The giving of money in the Lord’s new covenant of grace (the New Testament) was to help the poor, not to make the apostles wealthy. Yes, a Bible teacher is worthy of receiving compensation but the theme is one of moderation. Paul writes, “Anyone who receives instruction in the word must share all good things with his instructor.” Galatians 6:6 (NIV) And Jesus instructed, “As you go, preach this message: 'The kingdom of heaven is near.' Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received, freely give. Do not take along any gold or silver or copper in your belts; take no bag for the journey, or extra tunic, or sandals or a staff; for the worker is worth his keep.” Matthew 10:7-10 (NIV) A minister or gospel worker is worthy of compensation for personal living expenses, but there is no indication a worker’s keep is lavish in nature.
One may argue there is nothing wrong with a minister becoming rich from the ministry (I am not commenting on making wealth through shrewd business dealings and investments not associated with the gospel), much like the CEO of a non-profit charity can become rich. But I ask, really, there is really nothing wrong? Why is it ok to deviate so sharply from what both Jesus and his apostles clearly taught and the examples they set? Why not use the money flowing to the ministry to help the poor even more and further the gospel and His kingdom even more, as the apostles did, rather than personally enrich the overseer of the ministry? Ministries may be non-profit companies from a legal standpoint, but does that mean the guideline is no longer the New Testament but rather secular CEO compensation? I’m not implying that the Lord doesn’t use wealthy ministers, He certainly does. I am just questioning whether their decisions regarding personal gain from ministry line up with the word of God.
I have been prayerful as I wrote all this associated with my vision of the coat of golden mail. I then went on a prayer walk to pray over what I wrote. I hope this blesses you and, perhaps, helps you to be on guard against those with a coat of golden mail who want your money, and, perhaps, your cooperation with them. To love others, love God, believe in Jesus whom God sent, and provide for the weak according to our abilities is what Jesus and His apostles taught us to do.
April 3, 2011
All... In
I believe I started falling asleep because this time was so heavy and somber. So I threw a couple more logs on the fire to have a half-warm house for another hour while I went to bed. Still fixated on His back, still drawn close to His deeply ripped and torn flesh, I heard, “Allen! Allen! Allen!” Allen is the street I turn on before I get to the street my Sierra Mountains home is on. I thought, “Allen? Allen? Lord, I don’t understand. What about Allen?” Then, deep within my spirit and very slow, I with His Spirit pronounced, “All… In. All… In.”
I thought in prayer to Him, “Lord, I am all in!” I’ve committed every last penny to KATX and one other private company I invested in and also bought further stock in that private company on the grey market. Yet I really didn’t want to think of money at all. I was so transfixed by just looking at Jesus and His gashed, bloody back. But my mind, I hope it was my spirit and not an unholy imagination but I do not now, saw myself pushing a fairly large pile of chips on a black jack table towards the dealer. But as I was pushing I noticed the dealer was demonic. He even had a couple little horns, red shirt, black tie and the hint of a black cape to add to the effect. But I saw behind Him was Jesus, all in white linen. But the dealer didn’t know Jesus was behind him.
So I pushed my chips, like a trusting sheep seeing Jesus as well, and the dealer’s demonic eyes lit up with greed. He was going to scoop up all my chips and hoard them to himself. But then Jesus tapped the dealer’s left shoulder a few times. The dealer’s head spun around, great fear were in his eyes as he recognized Jesus, and he released all the chips on the table, which seemed to inflate a bit to perhaps double, towards Jesus. Then the dealer left quickly and simply vanished in a haze. I knew my chips were safe. But I really didn’t want to think about money, it turned me off given the intimate time with Jesus before, so I wanted to stop this very brief vision and return to looking at Jesus and what He did for us. Thus, I don’t know if this brief vision was also of Him or was simply my emotions-based imagination. So I returned to looking at Jesus and focused again on His gashed and oversized back. All the punishment that should rain down on me actually hit His back instead. Not to make light of it, but His back is like a holy and impenetrable umbrella, taking all the force of the vicious storm and hail and, thus, protecting me and all of us who believe.
Then the scene changed and Jesus was walking on a dusty road as if 2000 years ago. I don’t know how to describe this, it sounds a bit odd, but my very human person and soul got closer and closer – face to face – to Him (being fully God). If you have any hesitation, Jesus is completely and wholly God and the brilliance of His being thoroughly God Himself was awesome and extremely humbling to me. He wanted to engulf my little soul so I could see as He sees. So, I hope this does not sound too odd, but my weak and puny human soul was there inside of Jesus Christ, as if a passenger in a vehicle to see the world as He does. Then there was a leper in front of us and Jesus prayed and the leper was immediately healed. I felt so small and insignificant, even though I was there inside of Jesus. As a side note, being inside of Jesus – His Spirit on earth in believers - is actually scriptural, although know what I experienced was a vision, “A little while longer and the world will see Me no more, but you will see Me. Because I live, you will live also. At that day you will know that I am in My Father, and you in Me, and I in you.” John 14:19-20 (NKJV)
So I told the Lord, “You can heal the leper”, emphasizing, “You.” But I didn’t think I could, even though in the past I have prayed for some serious illnesses and those I prayed for received healing. But in this vision I was feeling so powerless. Jesus said, “This power is from the Father,” which is true. The Father sent the third Person of the Godhead, the Holy Spirit, to Jesus Christ when He walked the earth 2000 years ago. In the vision Jesus prayed for someone else and I, the whole time in this vision, was extremely uncomfortable actually being in Jesus, His divine person, and watching His perspective. He sensed that and let me out, if you will.
In the next frame of the vision I was either in the Apostle Paul or Peter, also as if in the passenger seat. They, too, were praying for people and sharing the good news of Jesus Christ risen and Lord of all creation. I was uncomfortable seeing from their perspective, but since they are humans, I felt a little easier seeing from their perspective and being in the very same Holy Spirit who was in and on them (I hope this is making sense, this is a spiritual matter and simply a vision and not reality, because there is no way would I actually be in reality in either of the Apostles, this was just to give me perspective to their perspective).
This was all very weighty and somber and deep for me. I simply felt so humble and small. The apostles would have been weak as well without being in Christ and having His wisdom and power of His Holy Spirit enabling them to do His work. I then fell asleep.
The next day I told this vision to Eagle. Immediately he said to the Allen being All-in, “That means All Into Jesus, we are to press even more into Him.” He has been getting a similar message from the Lord.
All I know is I am fixated by Jesus now. I was before but now I am much more. All I want is to know more of Him. To be all-in Him. To enter all in and withhold nothing back. This evening I could feel myself shuddering a little as I committed myself even further to Him, to be clothed by Him rather than clothed by the trappings of the world. When we think we enter into Him, we realize that there is always further to go, further to commit. I don’t know where this will end up. But I do know, it is always worth casting off the vestiges of this world, the lust of the eyes and lust of the flesh, and step into His very Presence, into the magnificence of the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ Himself. His Presence needs to be our clothing, we are commanded to make this a pattern in our life. We are not worthy by our deeds. But He, through His laying down His life for us, names us as worthy through our belief and trust in Him. So I want that gift so desperately. I want to be as fully in Him as I can be. I feel although I passed through the door, the depth of His Presence is very deep indeed.
Clothe yourselves with the Lord Jesus Christ, and do not think about how to gratify the desires of the sinful nature. Romans 13:14 (NIV)
All of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. Gal 3:27 (NIV)
“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne. He who has an ear, let him hear.” Rev 3:20-22 (NKJV)